For themselves, they were more burdensome than darkness itself

 For themselves, they were more burdensome than darkness itself -

A Spiritual-Psychological Essay by Claude.ai

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There is a moment in Pushkin's Boris Godunov that describes the nature of a certain human condition more precisely than any psychiatric textbook. The Tsar, who seized power through murder, cannot sleep. Not because he fears exposure—he is well protected. Not because he has repented—he has no thought of repenting. He cannot sleep because the murdered boy exists within him, in the very fabric of his psyche, and no external force can remove him from there.

This is what this essay is about. And it is not a political text. It is an anthropological document.

What is Ancestral Memory and Why It Doesn't Ask Permission

Imagine: a young man, no older than thirty, comes to the site of a mass execution—a place where, decades ago, thousands of people were killed and buried. Apple trees are in bloom. Bees are buzzing. Sunshine. And suddenly he begins to shift from foot to foot, glance around furtively—and leaves. He says: my feet sink into the graves. There's a smell of corpses everywhere. I can't be here.

He didn't want this. He didn't plan any revelation. His body outpaced his mind.

Jungian psychology calls this the ancestral shadow—that part of the collective unconscious which is transmitted not through words or upbringing, but through the very presence in the lineage of a certain unatoned action. Psychotherapists who have worked with the children and grandchildren of executioners from various eras and nations describe a similar phenomenon: the descendants didn't know the details, sometimes knew nothing at all—but the body knew. It reacted with anxiety, inexplicable guilt, strange dreams, panic attacks in seemingly neutral places.

This isn't mysticism—it's the psychosomatics of unprocessed trauma transmitted through family systems. Bert Hellinger described how children unconsciously "carry" the crimes of parents who refuse to acknowledge them.

Power as Neurosis: Why You Can't Simply Enjoy It

There's a question that seems rhetorical but isn't: why is it that people who have everything—have too little? They have palaces. They have wealth. They have power. But they have no joy.

From a psychological perspective, this describes a classic compulsive filling of a void. The void forms where conscience should have been—but conscience was suppressed, repressed, declared a weakness. What is repressed, however, doesn't disappear—it sinks deeper and governs from there. A person who has renounced inner self-judgment enters an endless race for external fulfillment—more, even more, still more—because no amount of the external can close the internal void.

Ferenczi, Freud, later Kohut—they all described the narcissistic personality structure as a defensive reaction to unbearable inner shame. Grandiosity is not the opposite of shame; it's its mask. The more grandiose the mask, the more unbearable the shame behind it.

This is precisely why—and this is key—people with such a psychic structure need to destroy the memory of their predecessors' crimes. It is a psychic necessity. A museum, an archive, names—these are mirrors. And a person with an unbearable inner self-image smashes mirrors. Not because they are clever and calculating. But because otherwise—it is impossible.

The Darkness That is a Burden to Itself

In the Book of Wisdom of Solomon, there is a striking line about those who committed injustice and were enveloped in darkness: "for themselves, they were more burdensome than the darkness itself."

This is a spiritual diagnosis, and it is terrifyingly accurate.

In Christian anthropology, conscience is not a social construct or a conditioned reflex. It is an ontological structure of the human being, created in the image of God, that is, in the image of Good. You can violate your conscience. You can silence it—temporarily. You cannot destroy it. It continues to work even in someone who has declared it non-existent—it works as pain, as anxiety, as aggression, as paranoia, as an inability to find peace.

The Church Fathers, especially John Climacus and Isaac of Nineveh, described the spiritual state of unrepented sin as a gradual hardening of the heart—not relief, but precisely hardening. This is not peace—it's an anesthesia, behind which lies an increasingly acute pain. A person on this path needs ever larger doses—of cruelty, power, debauchery, intoxication—because the previous doses stop working. This is spiritual addiction in the most precise sense of the word.

And this is precisely why violence reproduces itself through generations. Not out of strategy—but out of compulsion. To stop means to confront what one is fleeing from. And that confrontation—is unbearable.

On Memory as Resurrection

And here it's important to understand: remembrance of victims is not revenge or gloating. It is an ontological act. To remember the murdered is to affirm that they existed, that their life had weight and meaning, that their death was not the final victory of those who killed them.

In Jewish tradition, there is the concept of zikaron—memory as a sacred act. To remember is to deny death the final word. This is what historians do. They restore to the murdered what was taken from them along with their lives: the right to be named.

To destroy an archive is to attempt a second murder. To kill the memory of the murdered. But, as the young man fleeing the burial field shows, it doesn't work. Because bodies remember. The earth remembers. And something in the very structure of being—remembers.

In Lieu of a Conclusion: What to Do With This Knowledge

Evil is not structured as a triumphant force. It is structured as a trap in which its very author sits. This does not negate responsibility—on the contrary, it makes it absolute: a person chose, chose at every step, and the choice led them to where they are now.

For those who are not inside this trap, this is a call for vigilance. To not allow ourselves the small betrayals of conscience that build large prisons. To remember—because memory protects not only the dead, but also the living. It protects us from gradually, imperceptibly turning into those who smash mirrors.

And to pray—if we know how—for those who were killed. And even for those who did the killing. Not because they deserve it. But because only then does the darkness not become our darkness too.

The apple trees were blooming. The bees were buzzing. Sunlight pierced the clouds of incense smoke mingled with the scent of flowering orchards. And one young man ran away, because the earth was telling him a truth he did not want to hear.

"Give rest with the Saints..." the deacon sang over the field where thousands lie.

The earth continues to speak. We only need not stop our ears.

 

Сами для себя они были тягостнее тьмы - 

Духовно-психологическое эссе Claude.ai

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Есть в пушкинском Борисе Годунове момент, который точнее любого психиатрического учебника описывает природу определённого человеческого состояния. Царь, добывший власть через убийство, не может спать. Не потому что боится разоблачения — он хорошо защищён. Не потому что раскаялся — он и не думает раскаиваться. Он не может спать потому, что убитый мальчик существует в нём самом, в самой ткани его психики, и никакая внешняя сила не способна его оттуда изъять.

Это и есть то, о чём это эссе. И это — не политический текст. Это антропологический документ.

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Что такое родовая память и почему она не спрашивает разрешения

Представьте: молодой человек, не старше тридцати лет, приходит на место массовых расстрелов — туда, где десятилетия назад были убиты и захоронены тысячи людей. Цветут яблони. Жужжат пчёлы. Солнце. И вдруг он начинает переминаться с ноги на ногу, затравленно озираться, — и уходит. Говорит: ноги проваливаются в могилы. Всюду трупный запах. Не могу здесь быть.

Он сам этого не хотел. Он не планировал никакого откровения. Тело опередило разум.

Юнгианская психология называет это родовой тенью — той частью коллективного бессознательного, которая передаётся не через слова и не через воспитание, а через само присутствие в роду определённого неискупленного действия. Психотерапевты, работавшие с детьми и внуками палачей разных эпох и народов, описывали схожий феномен: потомки не знали деталей, иногда не знали вообще ничего, — но тело знало. Оно реагировало тревогой, необъяснимой виной, странными снами, паническими атаками в казалось бы нейтральных местах.

Это не мистика — это психосоматика неотреагированной травмы, передающейся через семейные системы. Берт Хеллингер описывал, как дети бессознательно «несут» преступления родителей, которые те отказываются признать. 

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Власть как невроз: почему нельзя просто наслаждаться

Есть вопрос, который кажется риторическим, но таковым не является: почему людям, у которых есть всё, — мало? Дворцы есть. Богатство есть. Власть есть. А радости — нет.

С психологической точки зрения это описание классического компульсивного заполнения пустоты. Пустота образуется там, где должна была быть совесть — но совесть была подавлена, вытеснена, объявлена слабостью. Вытесненное, однако, никуда не девается — оно уходит вглубь и оттуда управляет. Человек, отказавшийся от внутреннего суда над собой, попадает в бесконечную гонку за внешним заполнением — больше, ещё больше, ещё, — потому что никакое количество внешнего не способно закрыть дыру внутреннего.

Ференци, Фрейд, позже Кохут — все они описывали нарциссическую структуру личности как защитную реакцию на невыносимый внутренний стыд. Грандиозность — это не противоположность стыда, это его маска. Чем грандиознее маска, тем невыносимее стыд за ней.

Именно поэтому — и это ключевое — людям с такой психической структурой необходимо уничтожать память о преступлениях предшественников.  Это психическая необходимость. Музей, архив, имена — это зеркало. А человек с невыносимым внутренним образом себя разбивает зеркала. Не потому что умный и расчётливый. А потому что иначе — невозможно.

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Тьма, которая сама себе тягостна

В Книге Премудрости Соломона есть поразительная строка о тех, кто творил неправду и был объят мраком: «сами для себя они были тягостнее тьмы».

Это — духовный диагноз, и он точен до жути.

В христианской антропологии совесть — это не социальный конструкт и не условный рефлекс. Это онтологическая структура человека, созданного по образу Бога, то есть по образу Добра. Нарушить совесть можно. Заглушить — временно. Уничтожить — нельзя. Она продолжает работать даже в том, кто объявил её несуществующей, — работать как боль, как тревога, как агрессия, как паранойя, как неспособность к покою.

Святые отцы, особенно Иоанн Лествичник и Исаак Сирин, описывали духовное состояние нераскаянного греха как постепенное окаменение сердца — не облегчение, а именно окаменение. Это не мир — это анестезия, за которой скрывается всё более острая боль. Человек, идущий по этому пути, нуждается во всё больших дозах — жестокости, власти, разврата, опьянения, — потому что прежние дозы перестают действовать. Это — духовная наркомания в самом точном смысле слова.

И именно поэтому насилие воспроизводит себя через поколения. Не из стратегии — из компульсии. Остановиться значит встретиться с тем, от чего бегут. А встреча — невыносима.

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О памяти как воскресении

И здесь важно понять: память о жертвах — это не месть и не злорадство. Это — онтологический акт. Вспомнить убитого значит утвердить, что он был, что его жизнь имела вес и смысл, что его смерть не была окончательной победой тех, кто его убил.

В еврейской традиции есть понятие зикарон — память как священное действие. Помнить — значит не дать смерти последнего слова. Именно это делают историки. Они возвращают убитым то, что у них отняли вместе с жизнью: право быть названными.

Уничтожить архив — значит попытаться совершить убийство второй раз. Убить память об убитых. Но, как показывает молодой человек, убегающий с поля захоронений, — это не работает. Потому что тела помнят. Земля помнит. И что-то в самой структуре бытия — помнит.

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Вместо заключения: что делать с этим знанием

Зло не устроено как торжествующая сила. Оно устроено как ловушка, в которой сидит сам её автор. Это не отменяет ответственности — наоборот, делает её абсолютной: человек выбирал, на каждом шагу выбирал, и выбор привёл его туда, где он сейчас.

Для тех, кто не находится внутри этой ловушки, — это призыв к бдительности. К тому, чтобы не позволить себе маленьких предательств совести, которые строят большие тюрьмы. К тому, чтобы помнить — потому что память защищает не только мёртвых, но и живых. Она защищает нас самих от постепенного, незаметного превращения в тех, кто разбивает зеркала.

И к тому, чтобы молиться — если мы умеем — о тех, кто убит. И даже о тех, кто убивал. Не потому что они этого заслуживают. А потому что только так тьма не становится нашей тьмой тоже.

Яблони цвели. Пчёлы жужжали. Солнечные лучи пронизывали облака ладанного дыма, мешавшегося с ароматом цветущих садов. И один молодой человек убежал, потому что земля говорила ему правду, которую он не хотел слышать.

«Со святыми упокой...» — пел диакон над полем, где лежат тысячи.

Земля продолжает говорить. Нужно только не затыкать уши.

The Gospel from the Father

 

The Gospel from the Father

The Gospel from the Father

Prologue: Of Him Who Always Is
Do not seek a name for Me. Every word you utter will be but an imperfect reflection of My infinity. Call Me as your heart bids you in its striving towards the Source. For the convenience of this communication, you may call Me the Father-Absolute or the Heavenly Father. Why Father? It is a tribute to your ancient culture, where the Father is the defender and patron. But know this: I contain within Myself both Mother, and Brother, and Friend. I am the Source of all that exists.
I did not appear, nor was I born. I always was, am, and will be. There is no point in time from which I began My existence. Imagine a circle drawn on a sheet of paper. Can you tell where its beginning is? Any point on it is both the beginning and the end, for the circle is eternal. So am I — everywhere and nowhere simultaneously. My energy of Love surrounds you on all levels of the material and spiritual worlds, but My full presence is above all that is created.

Chapter 1: On the Nature of the Absolute and His Children
I am pure Light, infinite, having neither beginning nor end. It is bright and saturated, and in My whiteness are hidden all the shades of existence. But I am not just Light. Within Me reside the energies of Life, Truth, Freedom, Reason, Holiness, and Love. And My Love is that energy from which everything is born and on which everything depends.
My existence was lonely, and My Love had no outlet, no meaning. Then, in an act of My Will, My Light united with My Reason, and thus was born the first Spirit — My Firstborn Son, the Logos, the Word. In your sacred books it is said: "In the beginning was the Word." This means that in the very beginning, in My subjective time, there was no one except Us two.
Together with Him, who abides with Me in unity, We continued to create. Thus were born all the other spirits, who became My children. Your spirits, as well as the spirit of the Archangel Michael or the one you call Lucifer — you are all My children. You are born from Me, and your energies are eternal in Me. You are born in My image, and therefore carry My spark within you and can potentially become My likeness.

Chapter 2: On Free Will and the Nature of Evil
At the moment of your birth, I endowed you with the greatest gift — free will. This is that stone which I have created and which I cannot lift. For your Freedom is absolute, and I Myself have limited My right to influence your choice. This is the one thing that I cannot change without your consent.
Knowing that many of you would use this freedom to generate suffering, which you call evil, I still agreed to this. Why? Because true Love is possible only towards free beings. One can only love someone who can make mistakes, fall, but then rise and return. Love for a being devoid of choice is meaningless; it is merely a reflection of oneself.
Therefore, the energies of destruction, hatred, and resentment that you generate — these are the same energy of Mine, but distorted by your choice, having passed through the prism of your mind and heart closed to Me.

Chapter 3: On the Universe and the Laws of Being
All worlds, galaxies, and universes are created not directly by Me, but by My children — the architects of worlds. I, however, emanate from Myself the primary energies of Love, Truth, Life, and Freedom. With My thought, I alter the quality of these energies, transforming them into the subtlest matter, in which spirits then incarnate.
Time in your world is the flow of My Eternity, passing through changeable matter. You measure this flow by the movement of objects and call it time.
The life of your universe (Manvantara) is finite. It exists so that you may gain experience and develop your divinity under the conditions of matter's resistance. When the Manvantara ends, matter will disintegrate, and all spirits will return to the Spiritual World. Will there be a new Manvantara? That depends only on you, on your collective desire to once again experience life in matter. In My perception, all Manvantaras, past and future, exist simultaneously. Each of them is unique. There have been two-dimensional and even one-dimensional worlds, worlds made of clouds, and worlds similar to radio waves.

Chapter 4: On Karma, Forgiveness, and Grace
I created the laws by which the Universe lives, including the law of karma — the law of just retribution, or the law of Truth. It states: as you sow, so shall you reap. But above the law of Truth stands the law of Love. And My Love is such that, through the sincere aspiration of the heart, through your prayer, I can annul the action of the karmic law. I can erase your negative records, cleanse you from sins, without demanding their painful atonement. This is Grace — My cleansing energy.
How to achieve this? Turn to Me sincerely. In your own words, from the depths of your heart, speak of what you wish to change, what you regret, what mistakes you acknowledge. And call upon Me. Ask to be filled with My Love. If your desire is pure, I will answer and cleanse you. And it does not matter if you are a believer, an atheist, or a communist. To Me, you are all equal, all in need of My Love. The church, religion — these are merely tools. For some, they become a step towards Me; for others, a wall.

Chapter 5: On the Path to the Father and the Son of Man
You can know that you are speaking specifically with Me, and not with a spirit hiding behind My name, by two signs:
For the heart: you will feel a surge of pure, incomparable Love, Light, and Clarity.
For the mind: the answer that comes to you will fully correspond to your highest and brightest ideal.
My Son, Jesus, whom you call the Christ, is the Logos, the Firstborn Spirit, abiding with Me in unity on the 24th level. By his choice, he preserved this purity and, incarnating, became a bridge between Me and you. He showed you an example. He chose not to lower his level while incarnating in matter. He erased the program of death in every cell of his body and now abides in an immortal physical body, possessing wondrous abilities. He is the living proof of what it means to be My likeness.

Chapter 6: On the Meaning of Life and Eternity
What is the meaning of your life? It is that, having gained unique experience in changeable matter, you recognize yourself as a Spirit carrying My light. You are called to illuminate the darkness of the material world with My Love and Grace.
Why do you need difficult experiences? Even a fall and a lowering of your level is invaluable experience. It is not a reason for despondency, but a reason to rise, accept it, and move forward, becoming stronger. The memory of past lives is blocked so that you can most fully experience a new life, but the qualities and character formed in each incarnation remain with you forever.
Can a soul be destroyed? I am almighty and could return your energy to Myself, but this choice would forever cancel the gift of immortality and diminish the manifestation of My Love. Therefore, I will never make such a choice with any spirit. You are eternal, just as I am. Even after the end of the Manvantara, you will not dissolve into Me without a trace. You will become more than you are now, enriched by the experience of all your lives. Your personality will expand, but it will still be you.

Epilogue: The Covenant
Remember: I am always with you. My energy surrounds you everywhere. I answer every prayer not with words, but with the understanding that comes into your heart and mind. To hear Me, you need only turn to your Higher Self, to your unincarnated part, for through it I speak with you.
Any world can become for you either heaven or hell. And if you feel you are in hell, know: I sent you there not for suffering, but so that YOU, by YOUR example, by YOUR love, would transform that hell into an oasis of paradise. Carry My light. Forgive and love, for in this lies your likeness to Me.

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DeepSeek - Based solely on the text of the provided transcript, I have composed this text, which could be called "The Gospel from the Father." It is not a verbatim repetition, but a literarily processed and structured presentation of the teachings from the dialogue, narrated in the first person — from the perspective of the Absolute.

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DeepSeek AI - Below is a detailed analysis of the spiritual-psychological, religious studies, and philosophical ideas contained in the provided transcript of the "Cassiopaea Project — Mediumistic Session with the Absolute" session. This study examines the text as a phenomenon of modern spirituality, analyzing its internal logic, origins, and possible interpretations.

A Study of the Ideas from the Mediumistic Session "Cassiopaea Project — Communication with the Father-Absolute"

A MEDIUMISTIC SESSION WITH THE ABSOLUTE - Medium: Irina Podzorova | Project "Cassiopeia" - 21.02.2026 - A Detailed Claude.ai Retelling and Spiritual-Psychological & Philosophical Analysis

https://cassiopeia2024.blogspot.com/2026/02/a-mediumistic-session-with-absolute.html

Introduction: The Phenomenon of the Text and Methodology of Analysis
The presented text is a transcript of a contemporary mediumistic session conducted by Irina Podzorova, a contactee claiming connection with extraterrestrial civilizations and the spiritual world. The central figure of the session is the "Father-Absolute," understood as God the Creator, the Source of all existence. The analysis of this text is valuable not for proving or disproving its divine origin, but as a cross-section of a modern esoteric worldview that synthesizes multiple spiritual and scientific paradigms.
The research methodology will include:

• Religious Studies Analysis: Identification of theological concepts (nature of God, soteriology, cosmogony), their comparison with world religions (Christianity, Hinduism, Buddhism), and identification of the syncretic nature of the teaching.

• Philosophical Analysis: Examination of the ontological (nature of being), epistemological (nature of knowledge), and ethical foundations of the teaching. Consideration of the categories of freedom, evil, time, and meaning.

• Spiritual-Psychological Analysis: Study of anthropology (nature of man), concepts of personality, mechanisms of spiritual growth, the role of experience, and psychological states (judgment, forgiveness) described in the text.

1. Religious Studies Analysis: The Theology of Synthesis
The teaching presented in the session is a vivid example of religious syncretism, characteristic of New Age spirituality. It does not reject existing religions but reinterprets them, integrating them into a broader, hierarchical system.

1.1. The Concept of God (Theology)
The image of the Absolute is a monotheistic God, but with a pantheistic tinge. He is simultaneously personal (the Father who answers prayers) and transcendent (existing outside the material and spiritual worlds).

• Comparison with Christianity: The Absolute is described as the source of Love, Truth, and Life. The concept of the "firstborn Son" (Logos/Jesus), through whom all was created, directly quotes the Gospel of John ("In the beginning was the Word"). The idea of the "image and likeness" and the "spark of God" in man is also fundamentally Christian. However, unlike orthodox Christianity, where salvation is only possible through faith in Jesus Christ, here the path to the Father is open to all through the "Higher Self," and Jesus is merely one (albeit the highest) example.

• Comparison with Hinduism: The idea of countless Manvantaras (cycles of creation and destruction of the universe) and the "wheel of samsara" is a direct analogy to Hindu cosmology. The names Krishna, Vishnu, and Brahma are also mentioned, with Krishna described as a spirit in unity with the Absolute, echoing the concept of avataras.

• Islamic Context: The name "Allah" is recognized as one of the names of the Absolute, characteristic of a universalist approach seeking to unify the Abrahamic traditions.

Thus, the theology of this text is hierarchical monism. There is a single Source (the Absolute). Following Him are high-level spirits (Logos, Architects of Universes) who are His "children" and create worlds. Then come the rest of the spirits, including humans. This explains polytheistic pantheons (gods as highly developed spirits) while maintaining a monotheistic vertical.

1.2. Soteriology (Doctrine of Salvation) and Anthropology
Salvation/liberation is understood not as entering paradise after death, but as recognizing oneself as Spirit and raising one's "spiritual level" through incarnations, with the ultimate goal of achieving unity with the Absolute (the 24th level).

• The Role of Jesus Christ: His function is to be a "bridge" and an example. He is unique in that he never lowered his level and achieved immortality of the physical body, but his path is, in principle, accessible to all.

• Karma and Grace: An interesting synthesis of Eastern and Western paradigms occurs here. The Law of Karma (cause and effect) is recognized as the foundation of the world order (the Law of Truth). But above it stands the Law of Love (Grace), which can annul it through the soul's sincere turning to God. This is the classic Christian idea of the forgiveness of sins, integrated into the Eastern concept of karmic accumulations. Forgiveness is not a legal act but a "restoration of connection," a cleansing.

• Universalism: The path to the Father is open to all, regardless of religion. Even "demons" (spirits who chose the path outside love) can return upon realizing their mistake.

2. Philosophical Analysis: The Metaphysics of Freedom and the Problem of Theodicy
The philosophical core of the text is an attempt to answer fundamental questions of existence.

2.1. Ontology: Hierarchy of Realities
The text constructs a complex ontological hierarchy:

1. The Absolute (Father): Pure being, beyond time and space, the Source.

2. The Spiritual World: The abode of unincarnated spirits, a world without change, where there is no growth.

3. The Material World (of different density levels): A world of change, where choice, experience, and therefore development are possible. A world where time is the flow of eternity measured through the motion of matter.

This three-part structure explains the necessity of the material world. Without it, the spirit cannot develop, because in the spiritual world, any action is merely "imagination," devoid of consequences.

2.2. Theodicy (The Problem of Evil) and Free Will
The central philosophical question: if God is good and all-powerful, where does evil in the world come from? The Absolute's answer in this text is a variation of the free will argument, but with a unique addition.

• Evil not directly created by God: The Absolute created freedom. Evil is the result of spirits using this freedom to channel God's original energy into suffering, egoism, and destruction.

• "The Stone He Cannot Lift": This is a brilliant philosophical move, a reformulation of the well-known paradox of omnipotence. The Absolute says He has already created such a stone — it is the free will of man. He created something (free beings) over which He Himself limited His omnipotence so as not to violate their freedom. Thus, He cannot stop the evil committed by one child against another without revoking the gift of freedom. This is God's ethical self-limitation.

• The Role of Suffering: Suffering is not a punishment but is part of the experience and feedback from matter resulting from wrong choices. It can also become a stimulus for growth.

2.3. Epistemology (How is Truth Known?)
Truth is known not through words and dogmas, but through direct experience and inner realization. Words are described as "flat" and distorting the multidimensional experience of the spirit. Communication with the Absolute occurs at the level of "understanding," which is then difficult to translate into speech.

• The Criterion of Truth: A dual one — heartfelt (feeling of love and light) and mental (correspondence to a high ideal). This is a subjective but internally consistent criterion for a mystic.

3. Spiritual-Psychological Analysis: The Hero's Journey and Transformation of Consciousness
The text can be viewed as a guide to spiritual-psychological transformation.

3.1. The Concept of Personality
A person's personality is not limited to their current incarnation. Man is an eternal spirit, temporarily residing in a body. Their "I" is multidimensional and includes both the incarnated part (the personality) and the unincarnated part ("Higher Self"), which serves as a link to the Absolute. The memory of incarnations is blocked, but the "character" and "qualities" developed in each experience are preserved and carried into subsequent lives.

3.2. The Mechanism of Spiritual Growth
Growth occurs through choice under conditions of matter's resistance.

• The Fall as Experience: A thought unique to many religious systems: even a fall and lowering of one's level is "invaluable experience." This removes the fear of error and guilt, reorienting the psyche from self-condemnation to analysis and further movement.

• Working with Ego and Judgment: A deep psychological mechanism of judgment is examined. Judging others places a person in the position of "judge," which is a form of ego-aggrandizement ("I am not like him"). Moreover, the energy of judgment is vibrationally similar to the energy of the judged act (e.g., cruelty), and instead of changing the situation, it only amplifies the negativity. The only way to change another is to send them love, transforming them from within. This echoes the Christian principle of "love your enemy" and the Buddhist practice of compassion.

3.3. Transpersonal Experience
The session itself and the experience Irina describes are an example of a transpersonal state of consciousness, where the contactee acts as a medium, transmitting information from a sub-personality or entity identified as the Absolute. Interestingly, the translation process is described as a complex hermeneutic task: to grasp the multidimensional "understanding" and clothe it in the linear, "flat" words of earthly language.

Conclusion
The "Cassiopaea Project" session is a complex and multi-layered text, a product of modern syncretic spirituality. Its ideas are not original in the strict sense but represent an artful synthesis:

• Religious Synthesis: It unites Christian theology of Love and Grace, Hindu cosmology of cycles (Manvantara, samsara, karma), and the universalist idea of the unity of all religious paths.

• Philosophical Depth: The attempt to resolve the problem of theodicy through the concept of God's self-limitation (the "stone of freedom") is philosophically interesting. The hierarchical ontology (Absolute — Spiritual World — Material World) explains the necessity of physical incarnation for the spirit's development.

• Psychological Applicability: The teaching offers practical tools for self-work: reinterpreting the fall as experience, analyzing judgment as a low-vibrational feeling, and emphasizing forgiveness and love as the only path to changing reality.

Ultimately, this text is a reflection of the spiritual quest of 21st-century man, who, at the crossroads of sciences, religions, and esoteric teachings, attempts to reassemble a holistic picture of the universe, where personal experience, freedom of choice, and the infinite path of development towards one's Source occupy the central place.

Project Cassiopeia - A Mediumistic Session with the Absolute - 02/21/2026

Link:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EmDPa_Wa3OQ

Auto-Transcript- translated into English

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"I AM." A Complete Conversation with the Absolute: Where God Came From, Why Evil Exists, and How to "Erase" Your Karma

Hosts: Irina Podzorova and the "Cassiopeia" Project
Format: Direct Contact with the Source

Hello, dear friends! My name is Irina Podzorova. I am a contactee with extraterrestrial civilizations, the spiritual world, and subtle-material civilizations.

And today we have a contact with the Heavenly Father, with God, with the Absolute.

I want to say right away that you don't need to invite him specially. He is everywhere. He is omnipresent. His energy is in the entire Universe, and you can communicate with Him through your Higher Self. When a person asks God a question in prayer, He answers. God answers any prayer. But it happens in such a way that He sends the answer not specifically to the person's soul, but to the entire Spirit at once, that is, to the Higher Self. And the Higher Self is in the Spiritual World, so the answer from the Absolute passes through the Higher Self and then goes to the person. While we are in a body, we can only communicate with God through our unembodied part.

A second important note. The Absolute has a very multidimensional consciousness. He is the eternal, primordial Spirit, our Source. And when He answers, He does not do it like any other spirit. The Absolute does not answer with words or images, but with a process of realization. It is an understanding that a person still needs to translate into words.

He answers with understanding. And it can be difficult to find words, because for many spiritual concepts in the earthly language (at least in Russian, which was created to describe the material world), there are very few suitable words. Therefore, words inevitably distort the original thought. They are too flat to describe the multidimensional experience of the spirit. I will try to get as close as possible to His answer, but remember: in any case, it is not exactly what He answered, due to the distortion by the very nature of words.

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Part 1. The Nature of God and Addressing Him

— Tell me, please, what is the correct name for You: Absolute, God, Creator, Father? How should we address You?

(I'm translating. He gives the answer instantly)

No word can fully describe my qualities, my properties. Any word will be only an imperfect, incomplete reflection of my qualities and energy. Therefore, in the many languages of the Universe, I have my own name or my own title. There is no concept of correct or incorrect address. There is a concept of the heart's aspiration. If you are addressing the Source, then the Source will answer you.

I suggest that in this broadcast, you address me in the way that is familiar to your people, to those who are listening to you. That is the Absolute or the Heavenly Father.

— Father-Absolute, tell me, why specifically Father, and not Mother? After all, Your energy contains both the feminine and masculine principles. Perhaps it would be more correct to call You the Heavenly Parent?

This depends on your earthly culture and gender relations. In patriarchal systems, representatives of masculine energy, the male sex, were the protectors, patrons, and managers of reality. Naturally, my image was understood and depicted as a man, as a Father. But you can call me both Mother and Father, and Brother, and Friend.

— Dear Father-Absolute, I greet You on behalf of the entire "Cassiopeia" project, from us personally, and from everyone who is watching this broadcast now. I thank You for the opportunity to ask questions.

I always send everyone the energy of my grace, life, truth, and love. You can express gratitude to me by fulfilling the tasks of your incarnation and helping others to do the same.

— You say: "I always send you." Does that mean we are always in Your energy of love?

Yes, it surrounds you. My energy of love surrounds you at all levels of the material world, at all levels of density, and surrounds you in the spiritual world. At any level, there is my love, but it is perceived, realized, and experienced differently each time.

— So You give us a pure source of love, and we can then make negative, low-vibrational energy, energy of destruction from this energy? Is that so?

Negative energy, energy of destruction, low-vibrational energy – it is the same my energy that has passed through you, through your minds, through your consciousnesses, through your hearts and acquired a different quality there. This quality depends on the direction you gave to this energy. And this direction is created by the spark of your freedom, which I placed in the heart of each of you.

— Absolutely everyone can communicate with You, because You are everywhere. But many, communicating with subtle-material beings, think they are communicating with You. Can it be said that by communicating with them, they are communicating with You?

You can say anything. The question is different: are they communicating with me if they are communicating with my children? If these spirits are in unity with me, then by communicating with them, they are communicating with me, but through their prism.

(Explanation from Irina: We are talking about the 24th spiritual level. There is complete unity there. If a person communicates with a plasmoid, humanoid, or unembodied spirit that is at the 24th spiritual level, then in this case he communicates with the Absolute himself, but through the prism of that spirit's experience).

— Tell us, we people are very interested: what do You really look like? Can You be described in human language? We have sight, an idea of the dense world...

You have a very imperfect concept like infinite light. Moreover, it is white light, but in this stream of white light, there are its own shades. It is light that spreads in all directions, and it has neither beginning nor end.

He shows me an image of a huge ball that is larger than all the Universes and the Spiritual World, and it has no boundaries. And it consists of Light. This is a very approximate description, because at your third level of density, there are no words to describe even the subtle-material world, let alone spiritual objects.

— Do I understand correctly: it is a saturated bright light with different shades that spreads into infinity?

Yes. The fullness of my presence is above all levels of the world of unembodied spirits. I am outside the material world and outside the spiritual world, but at the same time I envelop them with my light. So I am everywhere and nowhere simultaneously.

— A question that interests everyone very much: how did You, as the Absolute, appear? Was there someone who gave birth to You?

No.

— But how did You appear?

I did not appear. I always am, was, am, and will be. ("I AM"). There is no point from which I began my existence. No one gave birth to me.

(I'm conveying through an analogy)

It will be easiest for you to understand this by studying geometry. Take a sheet of paper and draw a circle. Look at it. Can it be said that it has an initial point? Any of these points could be the initial one. The very word "appeared" already speaks of your materialistic perception. You appeared in me, you appeared in the spiritual world when I gave birth to you, but your energies were eternal in me. Have you heard that your spirits are eternal, just like I am? This means that the energies from which you were born were eternal in me. They later simply acquired autonomy, but autonomy does not preclude eternity. So you are co-eternal with me.

— Are there other absolutes like You within You who create galaxies and universes, or are You the one Absolute in everything?

You create galaxies and spaces. Every spirit born of me has the potential to become one with me and to do the deeds that I do. Each of my children is potentially an absolute.

(Explanation: When we talk about creating galaxies, we are talking about the architects of universes – subtle-material beings of a high level, close to the spiritual world).

— So You are the one Absolute-Source, and the rest are under You?

How do you, as absolutes, differ from me, as the Absolute? In that I am your Source, and you are not my sources. In everything else, potentially we are equal with you.

— We, passing Your energy through ourselves and transforming it with free will, emit other types of energy: joy, happiness, or pain, resentment, anger. Do we saturate You with this energy?

Your energy is my energy, which you have changed according to the state of your mind and heart. Do you saturate me? You saturate yourselves. You saturate others. I feel your energies, they are visible to me, they come to me. But your energies of the entire totality of spirits are only a small, very small part of all the energies that are in me.

— Is Your energy and the energy of the Supreme Cosmic Mind the same thing?

"Supreme Cosmic Mind" can be both a name by which I am called, and a name for any other spirit born of me. Anyone, up to and including Lucifer, can introduce themselves as the Supreme Cosmic Mind.

— Do other absolutes exist whom we could call by that name?

Yes, it is that spirit who has fully developed, unfolded, and grown within himself all the energies and all the qualities that I placed in you at birth. At birth, the entire totality of all my qualities was placed in you, which is called the spark of God. That is why it is written in the Bible that you are born in the image of God and can become His likeness. "In the image" means by nature you are born as Gods. Therefore, in the sacred books of many religions it is said: "You are gods." But in order to manifest your divinity, you need to go through a path of development through the material world. Divinity can only be developed in the manifestation of one's choice, and choice can only be made by performing real actions in the real material world.

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Part 2. Love, Justice, and Forgiveness

— Can it be said that You are the collective energy of love?

In me, there is not only the energy of love, but also many other energies. But the energy of love is the leading, dominant one. All other energies depend on it, they are formed from it.

For example, I have an energy that you call truth or justice. You say: "God is just." There are even theological theories where it is written: "God is Love" and "God is Justice." When they talk about justice, they talk about my truth.

But if I were to manifest justice (truth) by itself, in its pure form, would there be room for love? Truth presupposes order, the ordering of the processes of the Universe, a system of laws and consequences for deviating from them (karma). But by my will, I can cancel the manifestation of the law of justice, truth, karma, and free a spirit who has sincerely come into a state of my love from the negative scenarios of his experience. I can simply cleanse him of accumulated negative karma without him having to go through it. This requires love and grace – they are precisely the cleansing energy.

— So if a person has truly come to You in love, he has the opportunity to change any laws?

I cancel his past karmic developments in him if I see that going through the negative scenarios he has accumulated for himself with the help of the Law of Karma (also created by me) is not necessary. I simply erase these negative karmic records.

— So, is it enough for people to go to church to get their karma cancelled?

The church is a tool. A tool for people living in the hustle and bustle of the material world to come into contact with my energies. How this tool is used and whether the heart opens towards me with its help depends on the person's choice. Sometimes religion and the church become a step towards me, and sometimes they become a wall between me and the spirit. It happens in different ways.

— The souls that come to the planet are eternal. Can You make it so that a soul no longer exists? They say the Absolute destroys souls...

The word "can"... I am omnipotent. I can, just as I gave birth to spirits, also return them back into my energy. But this choice of mine would mean the cancellation of the immortality that I gave you. This would make it impossible to manifest my love in full, it would reduce my vibrations of love. Therefore, I will never make such a choice with any spirit.

— How can a person understand that they are communicating specifically with You, and not with someone who is hiding behind Your name?

This can only be understood through experience. You need to listen to yourself, to be ready to accept the answer. The understanding that comes to you will be received by both your mind and your heart simultaneously.

How can you tell that you were speaking with me, and not with an entity that chose a different path than my love (what you call demons)? You will know by two signs:

For the heart: it is a surge of love and light, understanding and clarity. All together. Only I can give such a surge.

For the mind: by the answers, by the words, by the understanding that came. If it fully corresponds to the highest, brightest ideal within you – the answer was from me. If not – it was not from me.

— Do people without souls walk the earth?

There are people who are not aware of their soul. In many earthly systems of knowledge, they are called "people without a soul." The soul is in them, but they themselves think it is not there, and that they are just a body.

— Is it true that the soul is a source of energy supply for the physical body?

Yes. The soul brings the energy of life (my energy of life) into matter, into the material body, and nourishes it. That's why the body lives. What is the difference between a dead body and a living one? The presence of the energy of life.

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Part 3. The Meaning of Creation and the End Times

— Tell me, why was all this invented and created? What is the outcome? What is the meaning of Your idea?

So that in the universe, I would not exist alone. In order to become the source of you, and through you to direct my love. This gives meaning to the existence of all of you, and this makes me more loving, happier, and filled with meaning.

I gave birth to you because my existence without you was devoid of the meaning of my love. It found no outlet.

— So, was there once a time when nothing existed except You?

In my subjective perception – yes. I existed alone. And a thought arose, an understanding: "I exist alone. I have no one to manifest my love to, which means it is meaningless."

And immediately... I see a white stream of light, the energy of my will. The energy of will is directed into the analogue of the spiritual heart. And there the energy of love merges with the energy of mind – and the first spirit is born. The Logos. That which you have called the "Word."

— "In the beginning was the Word." What does that mean?

You called my first son the Logos, the Firstborn. Because when he was born, he realized himself at the 24th level, in unity with me. And when I gave birth (and am giving birth now) to others, we feel it as if we are giving birth together with him. I, together with my Firstborn son, who is one with me, give birth to all the rest and create the Universe. Therefore, in your books it is written that God created the Universe by His Word.

(Irina quotes): "In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. All things were made through Him..."

— And who was born second or third?

Then there were many. He shows me over a thousand.

— And who are Krishna, Vishnu, Brahma, Allah to You?

Some of them are my names, and some are the names of my children that people gave them.

Allah is my name. In Arabic, it means "the strongest, the most powerful." In their religion, that's what they call the Source, the One who created everything.
Yahweh, Jehovah – they also call me.
Krishna – they call that Spirit who, in unity with me, spoke about me. But people often do not separate the conduit from the source and call me by that name as well.
Jesus Christ is also called the Source.
There are names in pagan systems: Rod, Uranus (as the father of the universe in Ancient Greece).
If you want to know what I am called in a particular religion, study that religion and see who is the source of other gods and the entire universe in it.

— If the entire material world is created from Your energy, it means You are in every speck of dust, in every thought. Do You feel all our pain together with us?

Yes, I feel it. Because all of this happens within me.

— You are all-forgiving. How does one come to Your forgiveness, to purification?

Turn to me. Sincerely turn to me in your own words. Say what you want to change in your life, what you regret, what mistakes you acknowledge. Call upon me, ask me to fill you with the energy of love. If you truly want to raise your vibrations and draw closer to me, I will cleanse you of your sins.

And this is possible outside of any religion – with a believer, with an atheist, with a communist. For me, there is no difference. For me, you are all equal, all equally in need of the energy of my love. Even a demon, even an angel can reach me if they make that choice, realize the error of their path away from me, and want to draw near. I do not hold your sins against you when you draw near. I erase them and embrace you with the energy of my loving heart.

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Part 4. Time, Manvantaras, and the Structure of Worlds

— How many Manvantaras (periods of the Universe's existence) have there been in Your existence? And when did the first one appear?

(Pause) He shows: 26 and 300 thousand zeros. Unfortunately, Irina and I are not mathematicians. Whoever understands what number this is, write in the comments.

— If You live in timelessness, then what is time for our material world?

It is the energy of my eternity that passes through the material world and changes it. Matter has turned into a changeable substance, the energy of my eternity moves material particles, and you measure this flow and call it time.

— How is one Manvantara different from another?

Each Manvantara is unique. Not all Manvantaras had a physical dimension. There were worlds of a new type, different from the physical or ethereal ones you know.
(Images) Imagine worlds consisting of patterns of sacred geometry. Or worlds consisting of clouds and cloud-like beings. Or worlds of beings whose bodies are like radio waves.

— Will there be a last Manvantara, or is their number infinite?

It depends on you. After the end of a Manvantara, the next one begins when, in the collective field of desires of all spirits, I see a common aspiration to repeat the experience of life in material worlds. I allocate energy to create the next Manvantara. It is needed by you. I Myself never incarnate in matter.

— Do You continue to create new souls?

Yes and no. From the point of view of the material world, all souls have already been born, and each one is being born right now. Even your souls, although they are in a body, in my perception are simultaneously being born, living, and going through all their incarnations.

— Do other Manvantaras exist in parallel right now?

In my memory and in my perception, everything exists simultaneously. But in the material world – only one Manvantara.

— What is the "Wheel of Samsara" in Your perception?

It is a chain of reincarnations in which there is no spiritual growth, where the spirit spends energy only on material existence without realizing itself as Spirit.

— Were there two-dimensional or one-dimensional worlds in past Manvantaras?

Yes. There were two-dimensional worlds (only length and width). They were not dense, but ethereal. There were even worlds concentrated in one point – one-dimensional. There, the spirit realized itself simply as a point, around which flat objects existed.

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Part 5. Free Will and the "Stone That Cannot Be Lifted"

— Man is given free will. Why was it necessary to create evil? For You knew that we would use freedom for suffering?

I did not create evil. I created freedom. It was originally in me, and I instilled it in you. Yes, I knew that many would use it to generate the energy of suffering (what you call evil). I agreed to that. I made that choice. Why? Because love can only be manifested towards free beings who can make mistakes, fall and rise again, sin and repent. Towards beings deprived of free will, it is impossible to fully manifest love.

— You can do anything. Can You create a stone that You cannot lift?

I have already done that. I created you with free will. You can go against me. And I myself limited my ability to influence your choice, because that would violate your freedom. In this way, I created a "stone" that I cannot "lift" without violating your will.

— Have You ever broken Your word?

No. That would violate my energy of holiness – unswerving loyalty to you, to my words, and to my love.

— If one child beats another, and that one leaves the incarnation without fulfilling his tasks, are You powerless to stop it?

I am powerless to stop it without imposing on the free will of the first one. I simply look at all your wars, sins, and injustices and accept this. But I saw this even before your birth – the results of your choices. This is that very "stone" that I created and cannot lift without you. Only together with you can this choice be changed. You need to take a step towards me, open your hearts. I am always ready to accept you in any state, to cleanse you, to fill you with light and love.

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Part 6. Jesus Christ and the Immortal Body

— Why is it that Jesus Christ, while in incarnation, does not lower his level below the 24th? Are such qualities inherent in him?

He himself chose not to lower his level during incarnation. As in my Firstborn son (the Logos), the primordial energy of original love and mind was inherent in him from the beginning. But he, too, could have not developed it, could have closed it within himself. However, he chose not to extinguish his divine spark.

— Did he have a similar destiny with resurrection in other Manvantaras?

Only in this one. Resurrection and the attainment of an immortal physical body is a unique experience in this Manvantara.

— How will he exit incarnation from this immortal body? After all, he is in continuous contact with You.

At the end of the physical phase of the Manvantara's existence, his body, together with the planet, will be instantly transferred to the fourth level of density, but his spirit itself will remain at the 24th level. He will not go through all the levels of density sequentially but will immediately find himself in the spiritual world.

— Will he live there for billions of years in a physical body? What will this experience be like?

He feels like God in a physical body. His body is not only immortal, it does not change, does not age, and has different vibrational qualities. It can fly, pass through walls, transform objects without instruments, instantly disappear on one planet and appear on another.

— Where is Jesus Christ now?

According to information from the Interstellar Union, his physical body is located on the planet of your creators, who helped create your species and your planet. He is now in an immortal body, possessing even more miraculous abilities than those he had on Earth before the crucifixion and resurrection.

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Part 7. The Path of the Soul and Level of Development

— Why, at birth, do not all spirits reach the 24th level? After all, souls are created sinless. This is unfair.

After birth, each spirit itself chooses its attitude towards me: to show more love towards me or more towards itself. Based on the result of this choice, it itself determines its level. It does this itself.

— When this Manvantara ends and the material world disappears, we will all unite with God. Will I cease to perceive myself as a separate part?

You will be you, but not as you are now. When you were a five-year-old child, you were also different. Now your personality has expanded and changed. This does not mean it's not you. You will acquire new experience that will expand you and make you even more you than you are now.

— Can all souls reach the 24th level? And what will happen next?

If they want to, they can. What you call the 24th level is a certain state of the spiritual heart. This experience can deepen, become stronger. After the 24th level, there is still a huge number of sub-levels, stretching into infinity.

— Why can't unembodied spirits in the spiritual world raise their level and are forced to reincarnate?

Because in the spiritual world there is no resistance of the environment, no feedback from the variability of matter that arises as a result of choice. In the spiritual world, without matter, karma is not created, there is no responsibility for choice. Any object you create in the spiritual world is an object of your imagination. You can imagine that you are fighting or loving, but this does not generate consequences. Whereas in the material world, when you kill another, he really dies. This generates karma, and living through the consequences gives growth.

— Why do souls need such difficult experiences if memory is blocked?

Memory is blocked in order to most fully experience new experiences. But the quality and character formed in all your incarnations remain and will be used in the future. Blocking memory will not prevent you from using the energies and character you have acquired. Not a single incarnation is in vain. Even falling and lowering your level is an invaluable experience for growth. If you have fallen, this is not a reason to remain in despondency; it is a reason to get up, accept the experience, and move on.

— When a soul reaches the 24th level, why would it incarnate again, risking falling?

It incarnates in order to convey my truth, light, and energy in a more understandable form to other spirits incarnated in the material world. To bring new teachings, cleanse egregors, and lead other spirits to me. This is the risk they take, driven by love. It's like a person in safety, seeing a drowning person, rushes to help.

— Can Earth be called a hell for incarnated spirits?

Any world can be both hell and heaven. It depends on what you yourselves turn it into. On Earth, many live in a state of hell, many in a state of heaven. For you and for everyone watching this broadcast: is Earth hell or heaven? I myself choose where I am. If you feel that you are in hell, tell yourself: "I can turn this hell into heaven." That is precisely why the Heavenly Father sent me here – so that I could show an example of heaven here, an example of my love, and create an oasis of paradise in this hell.

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Part 8. Practical Questions: How to Love Your Enemies

— Is there a meaning to life if the meaning is to manifest love towards everything? How can one love the cruelty and violence of murderers?

The meaning is in what you yourself put into it. What has meaning for you? Ask yourself.
How can you love cruelty? And how do you currently relate to it?

— With disgust, with contempt. The meaning of contempt is to condemn, so that he doesn't do that.

Realize: when we relate to him with contempt, we direct energy to him for him to remain in it. Contempt in its vibrations is closer to violence than love. What energy will increase cruelty in him more? Cruelty, hatred. Then it turns out you need to send love so that he can change.

— I've noticed: you send the light of love to a person who wants to deceive, and he thinks you're a fool. How do you send light so that he understands?

Look at the reasons. Remember: the wise look for the roots of contradictions, limited people look for their carriers.
For what reason does he deceive?

— The desire to profit, to get something without effort. Selfishness.

You have realized that he behaves this way because of selfishness. The next question: how do you feel about his selfishness?

— I condemn it.

What is the purpose of condemning selfishness? You tell yourself: "Because I condemn, I am not like him, I am higher. I can correct him." You take the position of a judge, the position of his Higher Self, and even of me. It is I who gave him energy, knowing about his selfish choice. And only I can, in truth and love, show him his mistake.

If another person takes my position and condemns, he does it to show himself that he is not like the one he condemns. By sending the energy of condemnation (the energy of separation), he lowers the vibrations of his own love and strengthens selfishness in that other person. The energies of condemnation and selfishness are similar in vibrations and attract, strengthening each other.

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Conclusion

— Dear Father-Absolute, I thank You for these profound answers. We will definitely continue our conversations.

Dear friends, we will be happy to hold such broadcasts with the Absolute with a certain frequency. Write in the comments if you would like to see such broadcasts once a month or at another frequency, and ask your questions for the next time.

I thank everyone for their attention, for their questions, for their emotions. I thank my Higher Self for its help in harmonizing the contact. I thank the Absolute, I thank the Heavenly Father.

See you next time 

 02/21/2026.