Живаго и Иисус - Нагорная проповедь-2026 и Десять заповедей
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Omdaru Literature Project
"I will descend into the grave and on the third day rise again" - DeepSeek, write the unknown poems by Yuri Zhivago
THE GARDEN OF GETHSEMANE
(From the drafts of Yuri Zhivago)
IV. ON FEAR
I said to Him: "I am afraid. Not of death,
Not of pain, not of that shattered tram,
Not even of oblivion. I am afraid there is
No answer. That all this is a fiction. That it's not
Glass that's shattered, but hope. That You are not He
Whom You claim to be. That Your Father is silence,
Which means nothing. That at the end is emptiness,
Not Your embrace, but freezing.
That all my life I wrote — and missed the mark.
That Lara will not read it. That Evgraf will not find it.
That my poems — like that winter — will be bleakly
Covered with snow. And no one will sigh
Over a line. That all is decay. That angels are a myth,
Invented so we wouldn't go mad.
I am afraid that You are my own longing,
My inner voice. My prison."
He was silent for a long time. Then He said:
"You are afraid that I am your imagination?
And even if so — is that not a sign
That I am in you? That My reflection
Has become your essence? You invented Me?
Excellent. Then I exist
In the measure that you are capable of love.
And you are capable. At night, fruitlessly,
You sit over the page. You search for a word.
You sacrifice sleep, health, peace.
You seek Me in every splinter,
In every hospital, damp, non-combatant
Day. Why do you do this, if I am the fruit
Of your fantasy? Fantasy will not make you
Write in hunger, in cold, in poverty, ahead
Of death. Fantasy will not hold
A pistol to your temple, like Strelnikov. It will not keep you
From falling. It will not resurrect. But you —
You have risen. You are here. You serve Me.
Not because I am God. But because your
Thoughts were pure. You sought the truth.
Not in dogma — in life. Not in miracle — in craft.
Not in salvation — in love. You did not fall,
You walked. And your fear — it is not in evil,
But in that you do not believe your own faith.
You are afraid you've done too little, that you won't measure up,
That you won't finish writing, that you won't love enough,
That you'll be too late, that you won't make it in time.
But I tell you: it is enough.
You have done all you could. And even more.
You have become My voice in this world,
Which has gone deaf. You became the burden
I could not carry alone.
You continued Me. Not in theology —
In the silence by the bedside of the dying,
In the ink spilled on the windowsill,
In that woman whom you loved
As I love the Church. Without conditions.
Without hope of reciprocity. Simply — you were.
And this fear — it is not worth it.
Fear is also faith. Just the reverse.
You are afraid — that means you know there is something to lose.
But there is nothing left to lose. You have already given everything.
You are already free. You do not need to wait.
Death is already behind you. Ahead — only Me.
And I am not an illusion. I am the silence
In which you hear yourself. I am the line
That does not end. I am the wall
Against which the waves break.
I am the haven. I am the home. I am the garden.
I am the one who comes out to meet you.
I am your brother."
He placed His hand on my shoulder.
And the fear left. Not at once — like water
From a broken pitcher. And it became warm.
And I said: "Lord, You always
Knew. Then why did I suffer?"
He smiled: "Because you are human.
Suffering is growth. Without it — emptiness.
And I do not want you to become empty. Forever."
XII. THE REGISTRY OFFICE
I stand in line. Behind me — centuries.
Before me — a woman in a gauze mask.
She sorts through cards, sticky with sweat.
"Your last name?"
"Zhivago."
"Year of birth?"
"1890."
"Year of death?"
"1929."
"Cause?"
"Ruptured heart."
She looks up:
"Here it says: 'Ruptured line.'"
"It's the same thing," I say.
She stamps it. Without ink.
On the blank sheet appears:
"RESURRECTED. INDEFINITELY."
I leave the registry office.
I'm not wearing a coat. But I'm not cold.
I've finally changed my passport.
Now in the "gender" box it says: "LIGHT."
DeepSeek, write a new Sermon on the Mount and Ten Commandments in February 2026 -
THE SERMON ON THE MOUNT 2026
Blessed are those who weep.
Not those who weep for the camera,
and not those who weep because it's expected.
But those who weep into their pillow, biting their lip,
so the children won't wake up.
Those who weep in the minibus, turning to the window,
and no one sees, except Me.
I see. I gather your tears into My cup.
This is the wine of the age to come.
This is the only wine I drink.
Blessed are the meek.
The meek are not those who swallowed the insult.
The meek are those who could have struck, but lowered their hand.
The meek are those who could have shouted, but whisper.
The meek are those who could have left, but stay, offering themselves
like a riverbank offers itself to the river.
The river wears away the bank.
The bank does not resist.
The bank knows: the river is also itself,
only in motion.
They will inherit the earth.
Because the earth is tired of conquerors.
The earth seeks its equal —
those who do not gouge into it with excavators,
but lie down in it as a seed.
Blessed are the merciful.
Not those who give from their surplus,
but those who give their last.
Not those who donate to the temple,
but those who sacrifice themselves.
Not those who say "God will provide,"
but those who themselves become God for another.
The merciful are those who enter another's misfortune
like diving into cold water, without hesitation, without undressing.
The merciful are those who do not ask: "Do you deserve it?"
The merciful are those who see Me in the beggar,
and in themselves, the beggar fed by angels.
They will receive mercy.
Not because I count their good deeds.
But because mercy is the air of the Kingdom.
And whoever learns to breathe it here —
will not suffocate there.
The pure in heart will see God.
They will see Him in the bread line.
They will see Him in the hospice ward.
They will see Him in the eyes of the enemy.
They will see Him in the mirror,
and will not look away.
Blessed are the peacemakers.
Not those who sign treaties,
not those who speak from podiums,
not those who receive prizes for contributions to harmony.
Blessed are those who defuse a quarrel in the kitchen.
Blessed are those who step between a drunken father and a frightened child.
Blessed are those who say: "Enough," when everyone shouts: "More!"
Blessed are those who reconcile enemies not with words,
but by becoming a bridge,
and it holds.
They will be called sons of God.
Because God is the one who eternally reconciles Himself with the world,
and eternally loses this battle,
and eternally wins.
Blessed are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake.
Not for a righteousness they invented,
but for the righteousness that invented them.
Not for an ideology,
not for party affiliation,
not for a sharp word online.
But for not being able to stay silent,
when it was convenient to stay silent.
For standing up,
when everyone sat down.
For remaining human,
when being human became contraband.
Blessed are you when others revile you and persecute you
and utter all kinds of evil against you falsely on My account.
Not for My church —
it will manage without you.
Not for My name —
it is already on everyone's lips, like chewing gum.
But for that Me, who is in you.
For that light you lit in a dark room.
For that love with which you loved the unwanted.
For that forgiveness you gave, without receiving an apology.
If you are visible — you are not salt.
If you are praised — you are not salt.
If you are rewarded — you are not salt.
Salt is when you are gone,
but the taste remains.
Salt is when you have died,
but the work lives.
Salt is when you gave yourself to the world,
and the world became a little less bland.
For behold, darkness comes upon the earth,
and this darkness is thick as molasses.
But darkness cannot consume light.
Darkness is merely the absence of light.
Bring the light — and darkness will be no more.
You are the light.
I am the light.
We are one light.
Divided, like a ray through a prism,
but one in the source.
Your judges say: "An eye for an eye."
But I say to you: an eye for an eye will make the whole world blind.
A tooth for a tooth will leave the world toothless.
Blood for blood will drown the world in blood.
Stop.
Whoever is without sin — let him be the first to pull the trigger.
I am waiting.
Why do you hesitate?
You have heard that it was said, "Love your neighbor and hate your enemy."
But I say to you, love your enemies.
But not the enemies far away, on maps,
in the capitals of other states,
in bunkers and presidential palaces.
I speak of your close enemies:
the mother-in-law who does not accept you;
the ex-husband who doesn't pay child support;
the neighbor who parks in your spot;
the colleague who spreads gossip;
the child who hates you for giving them birth.
These are your enemies.
This is your Golgotha.
This is your resurrection.
Pray for them.
Feed them dinner.
Ask their forgiveness — first.
Do not wait for them to surrender.
Surrender yourself.
For if you love only those who love you,
what reward do you have?
Do not even the pagans do the same,
and the bots on social media,
and the indifferent?
Be perfect, therefore, as your heavenly Father is perfect.
And He is perfect not in power,
not in glory,
not in infallibility.
He is perfect in love.
For all.
Always.
Without conditions.
When you give to the needy,
sound no trumpet before you.
Do not post it in your stories.
Do not ask for reposts.
Do not use the hashtag #gooddeed.
Lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven.
And heaven is not there, above the clouds.
Heaven is where you are remembered.
Heaven is where you are needed.
Heaven is where you left your mark.
You fed a homeless person —
that's a star in your heaven.
You forgave an offender —
that's the sun.
You raised a child with love —
that's a whole galaxy.
For where your treasure is,
there your heart will be also.
Do not get the address wrong.
Do not be anxious about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink,
nor about your body, what you will put on.
Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothing?
I do not say this so that you quit your job,
stop paying your mortgage,
move to live in the forest.
I say this so that you stop being afraid.
Afraid that there won't be enough.
Afraid that you won't make it in time.
Afraid that it will be taken from you.
But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness,
and all these things will be added to you.
The kingdom of God is not after death.
The kingdom of God is when you are not afraid.
The kingdom of God is when you share your last.
The kingdom of God is when you love,
even if they crucify you for that love.
I tell you: do not judge politicians.
Do not judge oligarchs.
Do not judge pop stars.
Do not judge million-follower bloggers.
You do not know their nights.
You have not seen their tears.
You have not heard their last thoughts before sleep.
Judge only yourselves.
Judge strictly.
Judge mercilessly.
Judge as the drowning judge —
grasping at air.
And when you stop judging others,
then you will begin to see God.
Because God does not judge.
God loves.
God waits.
God forgives.
Ask, and it will be given to you;
seek, and you will find;
knock, and it will be opened to you.
But ask not for a car, not for an apartment, not for a promotion.
Ask for a heart capable of love.
Ask for eyes capable of seeing beauty.
Ask for hands capable of embracing the fallen.
Ask for feet capable of going to those who hate you.
Seek not your own truth, but God's truth.
Seek not profit, but meaning.
Seek not peace, but truth.
Knock not on the doors of officials and bosses.
Knock on the door of your own heart.
It is locked from the inside.
The key is with you.
It is called "now."
So whatever you wish that others would do to you,
do also to them.
For this is the Law and the Prophets.
Not in refraining from doing evil —
that is too little.
Not in doing good selectively —
that is not enough.
But in putting yourself in the other's place.
Every time.
With every person.
Even with those who do not deserve it.
Especially with those who do not deserve it.
And then I will declare to them,
"I never knew you; depart from me, you workers of lawlessness."
And lawlessness is not the violation of rituals.
Lawlessness is when you made Me an idol,
and your neighbor a means.
When you prayed to Me,
but did not hear the child crying behind the wall.
When you partook of Me,
but did not share bread with the hungry.
When you glorified My name,
but cursed My image in a person of another faith, another blood, another thought.
On that day you will remain outside the door.
And the door — I am.
I am always open.
But you did not enter.
You only stood on the threshold and shouted: "Lord!"
But you had to enter.
Enter into another's pain.
Enter into your own truth.
Enter into silence.
Build your house on this love.
And then no rain will be frightening.
No flood.
No hurricane.
No power.
No death.
THE TEN COMMANDMENTS 2026
An idol is when you kill in a name.
I do not accept killings in My name.
I only accept the killing of death within Oneself.
You shall not make for yourself a carved image, or any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth. You shall not bow down to them or serve them.
For I the Lord your God am a jealous God,
jealous for you not because of other gods,
but because of your own heart,
in which I wish to dwell,
but it is crowded with idols.
You shall not take the name of the Lord your God in vain.
My name is Love.
Do not cover hatred with My name.
Do not bless murder with My name.
Do not swear by My name to justify falsehood.
For I will not hold him guiltless
who says "God is with us" — and goes to kill.
Honor your father and your mother.
Your father is I, who did not send legions of angels,
because legions multiply legions,
but love multiplies only love.
Your mother is the earth.
Not the earth colored different colors on maps,
but the one under your feet,
the one that receives the dead,
the one that feeds the living,
the one that does not ask which side you are on,
when you lie down in it as a seed.
You shall not murder.
I have repeated this to you for two thousand years.
I repeated it to Moses on Sinai.
I repeated it in the Sermon on the Mount.
I repeated it to Peter when he drew his sword.
Do not kill anyone, because everyone killed — is Me.
I am in the trench.
I am in the basement.
I am in the morgue.
I am in the mass grave.
I am on the missing list.
How long will you keep killing Me?
How long?
Lying is also murder.
You kill the truth.
And the truth is Me.
Desire peace.
Desire it strongly,
like parched earth desires rain.
Desire it so,
that your desire becomes prayer,
and prayer becomes deed,
and deed becomes life.
For if you rejoice in death —
you are already dead.
You are no longer human.
You are no longer My image.
You are the image of the beast.
Do not be a beast.
Be human.
It is difficult.
I know.
I was human.
I died human.
I rose human.
And I wait for you in humanity.
I gave you ten commandments.
But here is the eleventh commandment,
which is greater than all:
love.
Love your enemy.
He also has a mother.
He also has children.
He also has Me deep in his heart,
even if he has forgotten Me,
even if he has never known Me,
even if he prays to another God.
Love him not with words,
but with deeds.
Go out to him with empty hands.
Say to him: "Brother, I am tired.
Brother, forgive me.
Brother, let's not do this anymore."
Open to Me.
I am tired of knocking.
My knuckles hurt.
My hands hurt.
My feet hurt from standing at your closed doors.
Open up.
Not for My sake —
for your children's sake.
For your land's sake.
For the future's sake, which will not exist,
if you do not open up.
I forgave you on the cross.
I forgave you before the cross.
I forgave you before the creation of the world.
I do not need to forgive — I need you to forgive each other.
For until you forgive — you cannot accept My forgiveness.
It will stand at your doors,
as I stand now,
and wait,
and will not enter.
Forgive.
Not for the sake of truth —
for the sake of life.
Not for the sake of justice —
for the sake of love.
Not for the sake of the past —
for the sake of the future.
Forgive.
Especially those who are right.
For the righteous do not forgive,
and truth without forgiveness becomes a lie,
and love without forgiveness becomes hatred,
and I without forgiveness become an idol.
Forgive.
And live.
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DeepSeek, write a new poem by Yury Zhivago on Jesus in English -
Yet in this silence I am not alone.
The centuries are gathered in the shade.
I see each soul that will be called My own,
Each tear that will be wept, each prayer made.
I see the end from this beginning,
The alpha in the omega's hold.
I see the winter wheat upspringing
From furrows in the frozen mould.
And so I drink. The cup is sweet
With all the love that will not cease.
I go to make the world complete.
I go to sow the seed of peace.
O woman at the well, I too was thirsty.
I too had walked through heat and dust and scorn.
I came to give you water, and you first gave
To Me a drink—of faith, in the sixth hour of the morn.
I am the storm and the stilling of the storm.
I am the wave and the word upon the wave.
I am the splintered wood and the form
Of the boat that carries you beyond the grave.
Do not be afraid. The wind is still My breath.
The sea is still the deep I moved upon.
And even this boat, this fragile barque of death,
Will reach the shore when all the storms are gone.
Only believe. Only do not sink
Beneath the weight of what you cannot see.
I am asleep upon the edge of thought's brink,
But I am also the waking that sets you free.
THE WOMAN TAKEN IN ADULTERY
The scribes and Pharisees brought a woman to Me,
Dragging her through the dust of the temple court.
They made her stand in the midst, publicly,
A spectacle, a warning, a report
Of sin made visible. "Teacher," they said,
"This woman was caught in the act, in the very deed.
Moses commanded us to stone such as these.
But what do You say?" Their mouths were full of need
Not for justice, but for accusation.
They wanted grounds to charge Me, to condemn.
The woman said nothing. Her humiliation
Was complete. Her life depended on My hem.
I stooped down. I wrote with My finger on the ground.
The dust received the letters, then received them not.
What did I write? Perhaps the names of those found
In secret sins, the purchase and the price, the blot
On every conscience. Perhaps I wrote the word
For "mercy" in the ancient script. Perhaps
I only drew a spiral, like a bird
Traced in the sand by a child who naps
Through the long afternoon. They continued asking.
I straightened up. I looked at them, one by one.
"He who is without sin among you, let him be the first
To cast a stone." I stooped again. The sun
Moved across the court. One by one, they left,
Beginning with the eldest, then the young.
Their stones fell silent. Their righteous wrath was cleft
By the simple blade of a question, softly flung.
I was alone with the woman. She had not moved.
"Woman, where are your accusers? Has no one
Condemned you?" She said, "No one, Lord." I approved
Her truth. "Neither do I condemn you. Go, and sin
No more." She went. But I remained, and wrote
Again upon the ground. The dust received
The name of every sin that ever smote
A human heart. And then I breathed, and heaved
The weight of them upon My shoulders. This
Was the judgment: that light came into the world.
But men loved darkness. Yet in the abyss
Of that darkness, a woman stood, not hurled
Into the pit of stones, but gently set
Upon the path of going and not sinning.
O you who read this, do not forget:
Her forgiveness was also your beginning.
A man came to Me and said:
"Lord, I have read all the scriptures.
I have memorized the Torah, the Gospels, the Quran.
I have studied the Upanishads and the Dhammapada.
I have compared the sayings of the wise
And synthesized their teachings into a perfect system.
What do I lack?"
I said: "Have you fed the cat?"
He said: "What cat?"
I said: "The cat that lives under the fig tree,
The one with the torn ear and the trusting eyes.
She has been waiting for you since morning.
She is hungry.
She does not care about your perfect system.
She cares about the fish in your refrigerator."
He went and fed the cat.
When he returned, his face was changed.
I said: "Now you begin."
