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Faith as Cosmology: A Non-Deterministic Universe
There are two fundamentally different ways of understanding the world. The first is deterministic: everything is predestined, free will is an illusion, and man is merely a link in a chain of causes and effects. The second is open: the universe is not entirely predictable, and there is room for choice, for novelty, for freedom.
Religious faith that formulates itself through the idea of a non-deterministic universe is not an escape from reason, but a specific metaphysical position. It is compatible with science (modern quantum physics does point to fundamental uncertainty at the basic level of reality), but it goes further than science by asserting: our actions matter. They will be judged.
This is radically different from moral relativism, which says, "There is no absolute truth, no higher judgment, everything is relative." Faith that deeds will be judged means: there is objective good and evil. There is an entity that sees everything, including what is hidden from human eyes.
This position grants a strange freedom. If you are judged by a human court, you are dependent on its whims. If you are to be judged by God, you are free from fear of earthly authorities.
The Paradox of Immortality: "I Do Not Believe in Death"
This is one of the most mysterious statements a person can make. What does it mean "not to believe in death" when you are perfectly aware that you could die at any moment?
This is not a denial of a biological fact. It is an assertion about the nature of the person. If the person is simply a collection of atoms organized in a certain way, then death is the absolute end. But if the person is something more, if there is a dimension of reality that is not reducible to matter, then physical death is a transition, not annihilation.
Religious tradition of all ages has asserted: we are not alone in the universe. There are other forms of intelligent life, other levels of being. Modern astrophysics agrees with the first part (the universe is too vast for us to be alone). Religion adds the second: there is intelligence that surpasses our own.
Not believing in death, in this context, is not naivety. It is a wager, similar to Pascal's famous wager. But here, the stake is not an abstract possibility of salvation, but the concrete ability to live with dignity in the face of imminent death.
Love as Eschatology: Faith in a Happy Future
There are two types of optimism. The first is naive, based on ignoring reality. "Everything will be fine because I don't want to think about the bad." The second is tragic, based on faith despite the evidence. "Everything will be fine, even though everything is terrible right now."
When a person says, "I believe that we will be happy and free," they are not predicting the future. They are performing an act of will. They refuse to accept the present as final.
This is a profoundly religious stance. The prophets always spoke of a future that contradicted the present. Abraham believed in descendants when he was childless. Moses led the people to the Promised Land through the wilderness. Christ spoke of the Kingdom of God during the Roman occupation.
Faith in true love, faith in a happy future—this is not psychological comfort. It is an ontological assertion: love is real, freedom is real, happiness is real, even if they are absent now.
The Main Enemy of Good
We are accustomed to thinking of moral struggle as a battle between good and evil. But there is a third force that often proves decisive—indifference.
Indifference masks itself in various guises: "The truth is somewhere in the middle." Behind all this lies laziness, cowardice, and baseness.
This is a harsh formulation, but it is accurate. Because indifference in matters of fundamental justice is not a virtue, but a vice. It is not wisdom, but a refusal to think.
Religious tradition knows this. "Whoever is not with me is against me." "I know your deeds; you are neither cold nor hot. How I wish you were one or the other! But since you are lukewarm and neither cold nor hot, I am about to spit you out of my mouth."
God (if these texts are to be believed) prefers an active opponent to an indifferent observer. Because you can have a dialogue with an opponent, you can convince them; at least they are alive. But the indifferent are dead in spirit.
Therefore, the real battle is not the battle of good against evil. It is the battle of good against indifference. And participation in this battle is the greatest benefit a person can bring to humanity.
The Categorical Imperative as a Spiritual Practice
Among all philosophical formulations, there is one that sounds almost like a prayer: "Act only according to that maxim whereby you can, at the same time, will that it should become a universal law."
This is Kant's categorical imperative. And it is surprisingly close to the biblical Golden Rule: "So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you."
But there is an important difference. The biblical version appeals to empathy, to the ability to put oneself in another's place. Kant's appeals to responsibility, to the understanding that your actions create a moral precedent.
When you lie, you are not just deceiving one person. You are making lies a possible principle of behavior. When you betray, you are not just harming one person. You are weakening the very fabric of trust that holds society together.
Conversely, when you tell the truth, knowing it will cost you your freedom or your life, you create a precedent. You are saying: this is possible. One can do this.
Following this principle is incredibly difficult. But this is precisely what one should strive for. It is not a matter of achieving perfection. It is a matter of direction.
Literature as Salvation: Imagination as the Last Freedom
Why is literature the most powerful of the arts? Because it works through your own imagination. The painter gives you the image ready-made. The composer gives you the sound. But the writer gives you the words, and you create the images yourself.
This apparent weakness is actually its greatest strength. Because imagination is something that cannot be taken away. How can one control another person's imagination? A society without imagination cannot envision a better future. It cannot want to change.
Usefulness as a Vocation: To Be Good and to Be Useful
The most important things in life are not wealth, power, or fame. But two simple things: to be useful to society and to remain a good person.
This formulation is so simple it seems banal. But try to live in accordance with it.
To be useful to society is not about career success. It is the question of whether the world has become better because you live in it. Did you help someone? Did you tell the truth when it mattered? Did you do something that will serve others?
Remaining a good person is even more difficult. Because the world constantly pushes you toward compromises. "Everyone does it." "There's no other way." "You have to be realistic." And it's very easy, step by step, to gradually cease being good.
This is precisely where religious faith demonstrates its practical value. It provides a coordinate system that does not depend on external circumstances. Good remains good, even if everyone around says it's foolish. Evil remains evil, even if it is legal and profitable.
Conclusion: Spiritual Archeology - What Remains When Everything is Taken Away
What remains of a person when their freedom and future are taken away?
Faith remains. The conviction remains that truth is real, even if no one acknowledges it. The ability to act rightly remains, even when it brings no benefit.
This is the spiritual core of the personality. That which cannot be taken away.
The biblical lament, "Jerusalem, Jerusalem, who kills the prophets," is not only an accusation. It is a diagnosis. A city that kills its prophets becomes empty. Not necessarily physically—perhaps it is full of people, noise, activity. But spiritually, it is dead.
And the only thing that can revive it is the memory of those it killed. Their testimony. Their example. Their refusal to give up, even when everything was against them.
Because in the beginning was the Word. And the Word cannot be killed.
You can kill the one who spoke it. You can burn the books where it is written. You can forbid its repetition.
But the Word itself—truth, meaning, the call for justice—lives on. It is passed from person to person. It awakens the sleeping conscience. It sprouts like a seed, even in the stoniest soil.
And in this lies the ultimate hope. Not for historical justice, not for the triumph of good in earthly life.
But that the Word is stronger than death.
That truth is real, even when it is denied.
That love exists, even when it is crucified.
That human dignity is indestructible, even when the human is destroyed.
And this is the only faith worth living for.
And the only faith worth dying for.
